bad day: two songs by heder
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song 1: who?
lyrics
i don’t wanna sing
about it anymore
i feel like once i do
it comes knocking at my door
begging to be let in
forcing its way through the locks
calling my name
reminding me who i was
i dont wanna sing
about it anymore
i’m not getting up
in staying on the floor
burn the mail
move to brazil
shave my head
go by Michelle~
i dont wanna sing about it anymore
i don’t wanna keep existing anymore
i don’t really know who i am anymore
song two: time
i need time
beri uke
verse: F, Am B / F, Am, B, Bbm
And i know im being selfish once again
I don’t need the cards to remind me
Of who i am
I know im strong enough to get through all of this
And tomorrow i’ll be fine just like you said
i need time
To not be my own trauma
I need time
To sing words for myself
I need time
To know what my own brain
Feels like
Cuz i’m tired of running through
Someone else’s mind
i dont remember who i was
i suppose that leaves space for more change
which is a good thing i think
cuz i never want to be seen as the same
but each day i feel like im inching closer
to the person i used to be
amplified by my co-dependency
emotional attachment might not be for me
ii.
i toss and turn in bed when i dont get to talk to you
cuz in the morning i feel like something will go wrong
and blame my past for this
and my brain for thinking it still
right now i just need a reset
to know im in control of how i feel
Bridge: Am, B Repeat
And i know im being selfish once again
I don’t need the cards to remind me
Of who i am
I know im strong enough to get through all of this
And tomorrow i’ll be fine just like you said
Chorus F, Am, B, Bbm
i need time
To not be my own trauma
I need time
To sing words for myself
I need time
To know what my own brain
Feels like
Cuz i’m tired of running through
Someone else’s mind
Outro:
Cuz im tired all the time
(c) cupspoodles