The Tide Wins Again - original song || Apple J
The thing about this song is that I have no idea what it "actually" means. I know what inspired it (man, that was a rough night... actually it was just the last straw, that whole week sucked lmao) but if you asked me "what does the song mean?" i couldnt tell you cause idk really. i think the uncertainty of it kinda seeped into the recorded version, i definitely identified some moments where i sounded unsure of myself idk i thought it added to the whole thing
Anyway, i hope you like it :P
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so the channel hit 111 subscribers and i was like yesss and then now it has 113 subscribers which is cool too because Pixar lol. I appreciate all of you so much and i really want you to know that. i still havent found my 'thing' yet with this whole Youtube business but your support (and presence) is so encouraging that i wanna get better at all of it. thank you thank you thank you
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and so it ends
gone as fast as it did come
i knew that it would happen
but i always wish i was wrong
i lost my thoughts
maybe this'll help me grow
but if only we had done it right
who knows what we could've known
of all the times that i gave up
i've done so quietly
and every time that you come back
i get to breathe
hope i never forget you
hope it might've meant something
you fascinate me and i think
you always will
maybe now
maybe with this
my heart stops breaking but i know
it always will
sometimes i wish
i knew how to live
i'm so lucky
but now hope has taken me
oh why can't i be?
just exist
i'm so tired
i've only ever asked for sleep
but there's more to this story
there has to be
how it ends i guess
was never up to me
there's so much to say
but it wont fit
i'm selfish
but i still wanna keep you safe
goodbye
goodnight
i'll always love
the stars in your eyes
i hope no more
fought so hard
the tide is coming
i think it's time i let it win
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