the end of the channel... for now
Edit: not anymore
Consider this the end of the story for this channel. Everything past this video has no real meaning to me. All content posted will be made my me in some form.
Thank you for any and all of the support this channel received. All of you made me feel special, and that's something that money can't buy. Who knows, maybe this isn't the end. Maybe this is a new beginning. but every beginning has to come from somewhere, because somewhere in all of this is a beautiful story. A tale of a dream to make it big on YouTube, but then becoming depressed to a point where nothing was good enough to upload to a silly YouTube channel. Every time, reaching for the mouse to hit 'post,' only to be pushed back by a shroud of doubt and anxiety. I truly believe that this is the reason that this channel is dead. I wish I could go back and give myself a little bit of the confidence that I found.
If you're reading this far, don't make the same mistake that I did. Take pride in your work. Watch your growth, because not one day will go by without you growing or changing in some form or another. Maybe you learned a new skill today, maybe you learned something new today, or maybe you found out something about yourself that you wish you knew a long time ago. It doesn't matter how big or small it is to you know, because it might be a huge step towards your future. If you truly believe in your dreams, don't let anyone or anything try and stop you. Let your talents shine. And for every 1 doubter, hater or otherwise that might make fun of you, there are 5 people who love you, support you, and want nothing but the best for you. So, in conclusion, pursue your dreams, because nobody is going to start on your path for you, you have to get up and do it yourself. I believe in you.
God loves you,
*Maika