Flowers (Story version by Sarahjane)
After having a 9 year relationship and losing everything including my own wedding (11.18.22 -11.20.22) for it Lauren Spencer Smith took the covert narcissistic story right out of my mouth. I want to thank my friends, coworkers, neighbors, and family who picked up the pieces, who watched my fall from grace and didn't leave my side. Who saw, witnessed and stood by me. It took a tribe, and I thank you every day.
To every single victim who cannot tell their story. Who was punished, criticized for the wrongs someone else created. Who was lied, cheated and manipulated. This is for you. Don't ever be told to hide. Don't let anyone tell you who you are and back down. For every silenced voice. I'm here, let's do this. This is my story, my power, my closure.
Original song coming soon.
Vocal Production: Ryan Nealon & Bret Paddock & Chris Yansen
You all contributed to what is the most powerful vocal performance I've ever done.
Recording & Mixing: Bret Paddock
Director & Videography: Grant M. Kobayashi
Grant you captured every direction and raw moment I had.
Wardrobe Stylist: Mack Abbott
My angel, meeting you was a gift beyond gifts
Written: Lauren Spencer Smith
Heard your song and was spot on. The week of the fallout and was driving to my new home. I had to pull over and listen and sobbed in my car. I couldn't believe how every single word was my story. I've been sitting on this every day for 5 months and to post it this weekend and it was everything.