J'See - 2016 N Onwards (Official Music Video)
J'See is back with another music video called "2016 N Onwards" !
Videographer: Barbara Premo
Directed By: Barbara Premo, Smoothest Pikin
Editor: Barbara Premo, Smoothest Pikin
"2016 N Onwards" Single Is Out Now!
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LYRICS:
In 2016 I had it very shitty
Homeless and a fucking bum
Nobody wasn't with me
All i wanted was a house
That was mine out the city
But I was robbing Asda's & Tesco's
To feed my belly!
Yo G,
Shit man, where can I start?
From 016 and onwards I fell apart
I was with my ex girlfriend sofa surfing it was hard,
Had me at my dads garage fighting him to get a yard
Broke and no jobs I was in a different class,
I just wanted a home
And have some bare food
So I can be calm,
Me and my dad always fighting
I had to swing apon my palms
As he tried to fucking hit me
I punched him left him scarred
Oh yes my life was dark
I never had no one to back me,
I remember being in my dad's
And my father didn't even have me,
Even my step mother stirring shit
To get a flip
What a bitch like my mother
Home wrecker I guess she is!
Suicide was an attempt cause
The shit was depressing
Everyday stressing
Screaming God "I'm a bellend"
I was so poor I was robbing
Beckton's Asdas chicken
Being 21 years old robbing decks
To smoke a big ting,
And I didnt have no big tings
To even fucking smoke
Applying for jobs all the time
And still I didn't get no hope
Kyisha never helped
As we was struggling to cope
And with my mental health playing
I felt to fucking slit my throat
Laying on my father couch
Called the feds to kick me out
Me n Kyia out the house
On the streets like we are some mouse
Just a fucking trap
In the dunya with no money now
The only thing I was thinking
Was going to live in Scotland now
With my friend Carlan and leave Kyi
In this dumb land
Thinking about myself
Cause her on my side
She ain't far planned
We always fucking fighting a
Swing our arms like we're Tarzan
These times we love each other
We cant ignore vows,
So I couldn't do it
I couldn't leave her on her own
That will be me leaving her
Fucked up on the roads
In England and you know its very cold
She ain't got family
That will take care for her
When I'm gone!
In 216 I wasn't actually happy
Miserable and selfish
I wanted other things so savvy
Fucking all these hoes
Got me entangled pussy casually
Slipped so many times
And it weren't good as it can be
Disrespected Kyi
In so many ways
And I thought it was chappy,
When I think about it now
I wouldn't dare to hurt no mami
But I get why I did it
And I hold it down gladly
And I admit I was a fuck-boy
Boujee and very crappy,
Now you see this chick
She drew my picture and we cool
My boy Emmanuel introduced me
To this girl,
Never did nothing at all
Until one day
it all changed up
She told me she had to call me
And tell me something straight up
She told me she was having a dream
Of how I'm fucking up her insides
With my dick length
And these times we have never
Kissed or looked eyes
Maybe it was an opportunity
For me to buss mines
Oh yeah I fucked her
But you know us stupid dumb guys
Always going for the kill
Never caring how your girl feels
You claim to fucking "keep it real"
But you hurting inside acting it still
When I left my house
To drop this chick to get the 69
Kyisha bells my phone line
And ask's calmly where the hell am I?
I replied to her and told her
I'm at Adz yard at Plaistow
Ill be coming home soon so please
Don't worry cut off the phone,
My gut instinct is thinking
I swear I'm gonna get caught out
Then I see Kyi running at me
With her screwed mouth...
She runs up to me with the condom
And asked "What's This?"
Punched me with her other fist
And, try kick me in my balls
To make the pain inflict
The chick tries to brake it up
But she tries to punch the bitch
Straight throwing at her keys
To give her a swollen lip
I had to brake it up real quick
So feds wont roll up slick
Everybody's at the station
Watching this music script
And I'm the stupid
Fucking prick who
Couldn't keep it in!
So that was my time
In 2016, I was fucking homeless
Fucking miserable with a ditch mean
Acting so reckless when I think about it
I've been a selfish motherfucker
Who wasn't happy in myself G
But now I've forgiven myself
And now I can move on healthy
Every dog has it's years
And God has me very closely
Mistakes have the power
To turn you into something better
Than you was before
Check that my n*gga!
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