Hello youtube this is me at my most raw. By showing you a present i got for Christmas for myself. The holidays are hard for me but this year I got a present for myself that will probably turn things around for myself. Usually i spand the holidays being sad because nobody messages me or wishes me Happy holidays or anything or even asks me how Im doing. Probably because every one is mad at me/hates me or they dont care about me. Thats why i love to get lost in the world of Urbz on gamecube and for years I have tried and fialed to become best friends with will i am in the game and become romantically linked/effortlessly create a lush feeling of mutual desire with fergie (in the game).