before my heart stops / Hatsune Miku【VOCALOID original song】
TW: epileptic content, death theme
💙 my new single and music video!! that's finally miss Miku 💙
💙 listen to: https://band.link/beforemyheartstops
bandcamp: https://leshymusic.bandcamp.com/album/befo... (instrumental+midi)
Teto's version: • before my heart stops
instrumental: • before my heart stops instrumental
💙 credits:
Music, Lyrics: Leshy-P
Art: Бардачокнутость (Bardachoknutost')
Main vocals: Hatsune Miku V4x English
Back vocals: Synthesizer V Mai
💙 Lyrics:
I wake up in the morning
Feeling so alone
My own reflection in the mirror
Chills my bones
I can't pretend that I'm OK
I hate me
I can't stand myself
I don't believe in me
They're laughing at me
They hate me, can't you see
I'm nothing but shadow of who used to be
All I do is shit before my heart stops
I just wanna go away with my teardrops
My painful self-hatred, I can't find my way
I can't love myself, I hate myself everyday
Just wanna die
Can't stand your lie
Why can't they let me be myself, oh why
Just wanna die
Baby goodbye
Every day, every night I wanna cry
I remember all those times
When I was just a kid
All my phobies and fears
The darkness that I hid
Don't believe in myself
Don't know what to do
Loneliness surround
Is never ending blue
But I hope one day I'll find the strength to rise
Until then I'll keep on singing my goodbyes
All I do is shit before my heart stops
I just wanna go away with my teardrops
My painful self-hatred, I can't find my way
I can't love myself, I hate myself everyday
Just wanna die
Can't stand your lie
Why can't they let me be myself, oh why
Just wanna die
Baby goodbye
Every day, every night I wanna cry
Before my heart stops beating I just wanna die