Natural Crimson out now.
Tapes: https://lonelybirdrecords.limitedrun....
Bandcamp: https://graverslane302.bandcamp.com/a...
This song is about wanting to die. It's about seeing no end in sight to the exhaustion, and trying to cope with it.
Lyrics:
I feel like a Deer in the Headlights
fight or flight, failing to kick in
Grappling with what I know that i can not erase
don't i know better?
i do.
but it's something like a solipsistic mood
Reduce Me! Reduce me to the core of the my Sin.
i feel i am unreal, a shallow soul within
i feel that i do not exist
and who's to tell me that I'm wrong?
so, i'll go to bed, without taking off my makeup
it looks better, bitter and dry
the next day, anyways
i want them all to see the exhaustion, to feel the complacency
the paradox of a cry for help that wants to be heard but never answered
One day, I'll be the roadkill we pass by
my guts, wrenched across the backroad
I want to breathe in the Gas-Stenched Air!
Lying Battered, Beaten, and Bloody
furious, starving
exhausted and empty
fill me up
Penetrate
Death, you're Seductive
So i can't wait to fucking crash
rot
burn
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