NVM Nvrmnd - where do I go (official audio)
-track 2 produced by moonlight
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lyrics
How do I
How do I
How do I
Find myself in a hell
In a hell like this
Where do I
Where do I
Where do I go
When I cant find a home
In a place like this
Money come in and the pills get stronger
Money come in and the drugs last longer
Money come in and ya ex gon find ya
Money come in and the girls last longer
How do I
How do I
How do I
Find myself in a hell
In a hell like this
Where do I
Where do I
Where do I go
When I cant find a home
In a place like this
Money come in and the pills get stronger
Money come in and the drugs last longer
Money come in and ya ex gon find ya
Money come in and the girls last longer
Oh
I cant love myself I cant love myself
I cant love me
Oh
I cant help myself I cant help myself
Im an emotional terrorist
I get so careless
it is the childhood cost that we pay as adults
Its the love that I never received in those days
you look in my eyes and my soul filled with rage
Of carrying shit
It gets heavy and shit
Need to bury this shit
But its way too deep I just blacked it all out so I cant relive the pain
Im looking for love just to fill in the blanks
Oh
I cant love myself I cant love myself
I cant love me
Oh
I cant help myself I cant help myself
I cant help me
Oh
(You never needed my love)
Oh
(You only needed my drugs)
How do I
How do I
How do I
Find myself in a hell
In a hell like this
Where do I
Where do I
Where do I go
When I cant find a home
In a place like this
Money come in and the pills get stronger
Money come in and the drugs last longer
Money come in and ya ex gon find ya
Money come in and the girls last longer