everything has changed.
It was late at night, and i had a feeling, it felt like something was not quite right. i needed to do something. i couldn't sit around any longer waiting for my dreams to come true. i had planned to study calculus, or maybe algebra, so i could get ahead of the class for the week, get good grades in exams. but that didn't feel right. i didn't want to study. so i opened fl studio, and a couple of hours later, ended up with this.
this isn't meant to be a particularly polished piece, rather an non-curated expression of what i'm feeling right now. it isn't necessarily a good or bad feeling. my life has changed greatly recently, and it has been a mix of excitement, sadness, fear, ambition and liberation. i don't have quite as much time now to make these little musical projects as i did during the summer, but it always makes me happy to come up with something new and bring it to life. maybe someday i'll be really good at making music, and i'll confidently say "i'm a musician". for now, music is a bit of a side-project, a learning experience, among the many other passions i try to pursue simultaneously. having too many hobbies is hard, you never seem to get good at one of them. anyway, i'm done yapping, gotta leave some words for future youtube descriptions.