Aeromist - Suffocating (Prod. Whallex)
Lyrics:
I just wanna stop shaking man
Tired of feeling tired of shaking
My anxietys the reason that I feel like I’m deflating
It seems the worlds against me I just sit around wait
Im looking at the mirror what I see is what I fucking hate
I tell them how I feel but know that they can’t relate
I’m lost inside my head I need a way to escape
Don’t know who to trust now that everyone is acting fake
There’s gotta be a way that I can get away
I’m suffocating I can’t take the pain anymore
I’m suffocating I can’t find the hand I’m reaching for
My minds been running so much lately and my heart is sore
I’m tired of living I don’t wanna be here anymore
I just woke up not ready for the cycle
I can’t trust a soul and I haven’t for awhile
My mind is like business on the sort and file
I want to reach out I need a number to dial
I’m searching left and right my heart is feeling scattered
They throw me through the window now my soul is feeling shattered
I want to get away from all the hateful little chatter
Can you hear the pain every time I burst in laughter
I don’t know where I’m going next
I can feel the heavy breathing deep inside in my chest
I want to find the strength but there ain’t nothing left
I’m tired of the loneliness and feeling so depressed
It’s like my life is like a portrait no one can depict
I hold it in my hands I know that it is mine to evict
Preaching from my heart I don’t like to contradict
A dark room by myself is not the place I wanna pick
Fuck this shit
I’m suffocating I can’t take the pain anymore
I’m suffocating I can’t find the hand I’m reaching for
My minds been running so much lately and my heart is sore
I’m tired of living I don’t wanna be here anymore
Taking extra steps on these nails is pain that must inflict
Everything I want is stunted by my head on restrict
It's never peace it's just all out war
My mind takes two sides I wish I hadn’t seen before
Cloak of sadness all I’ve ever worn
One side telling me to leave and walk out life’s door
It won’t stop telling me I should be dead on the floor
The other half is starting to speak to me more
A light inside that this won’t end being a chore
Do I really want to do this anymore
One more thing happens and I think I’m done for
Many different problems in my head I can’t ignore
I know the consequences but it doesn’t stop me
From feeling like suicide is what will set me free
Millions look at it and they disagree
Why won't the pain stop manifesting
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