Sorry I have not been uploading every 4 days as I promised !!!
I am having some life crisis hope you guys understand...... It is a rushed edit I am sorry for that.....
I just want to say something about mental health problem. It is real and you are not alone. If you need friend or someone to talk to join our discord link will be pinned in comment.
Further more here is something I think might help or nudge you in the right direction
https://www.betterhelp.com
/ discord