Diss Aftermath | Sorrowful Apology Rap | GOD Alex Gilbert
Man, here we are. I never thought it would get to this point. This is a whole another vibe/face of GOD Alex Gilbert that you don't normally see. I am normally happy, commanding, full of confidence. This track though, I am sad sorrowful and remorseful. The most emotional I have been in all of my raps so far.
This has been gnawing me away since the middle of the Dissception debut album. Like I said in "Turdsday" and "Diddler the Fiddler" there were filler tracks. People were pulling out of the rap diss tracks to be posted on the internet. This alone will normally make me sad, because normally I have a policy where all raps normally get posted, because as long as one person finds it. It could make their day better, vibe with them, or even just take their mind off whatever they were doing for a few minutes. That would be a success in my book
Here though, it was even worse. Not only could I not post these raps, I also made the people I targeted in them extremely sad and angry. Shedding a new aggressive, even evil, light to my friends as well in the process. (Except the "FortNite Fiend" track. Gage is being an absolute coward for not letting me post it. Nothing bad there at all really, still haven't let that go. I STILL think it needs to be out here, it was a really good track as well.) All I wanted to do for "Suicidal Idol" and "The Whore Next Door" was create a fun diss war with my friends. While releasing some banger tracks in the process!
I crossed the line though. While I didn't know where that line was when I created these tracks, I know now. It is up to me now to man up and apologize for making these tracks. I am truly sorry that these two tracks can't release but I don't want to make people sad or start fights where there doesn't have to be.
This is also why I stopped dissing everyone except myself, (Yes I know it sounds weird but it is strangely fun lol, since I know my own boundaries and can go all out.) and inanimate objects, like Turdsday. DON'T YOU FORGET THAT ALL MY HOMIES HATE TURDSDAY, THAT WAR IS YET TO BE OVER! This way I can just do my own thing, without seeking the approval from other people! It is the best this way for everyone!
This track now wraps up phase two of my music journey! Next track I will release will be a much higher quality, I hope you guys are hyped! I FINALLY REPLACED THAT LOGITECH GAMING MIC. BLUE YETI HYPE REPLACEMENT!!
Also, yes this video is stretched out. If I don't have it in landscape YouTube flags my raps as a short, which is bad for content. If you guys want to see what it is supposed to look like, check out my Instagram! See you guys in phase two!
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Lyrics:
[Intro]
Yo, what is up guys
this is legendary Rapper Alex Gilbert
NOT with a diss track, but with an apology track
lets get to it
[Verse 1]
Two weeks ago I started a diss war
It got as ugly as watching blood and gore
I never wanted people to be sad
We were supposed to get better and glad
Now I don't know where to go next
Should I drop rap because people got vexed
Rap is like a subject
Repetition creates better projects
Every track I would release
I would make a 20 percent increase
My lyrics became more complex
I was building a diss codex
I may have gone too far
My words have been bizarre
All I wanted was to go bar for bar
but I crossed a line not once but twice
I am sorry I am running paradise
Diss tracks were the way to get better
I turned the up the heat too much
Like eating a bite of ghost pepper
I didn't mean to throw you in a hutch
This was supposed to be a fun competition
to diss each other with our permission
Now I might put disses in decommission
Out of the fear I might cause hurt
If I could, I would revert
I have always been an introvert
rap gave me the energy of an extrovert
Life is great when people love your work
My early diss tracks made people smirk
It isn't fun if I cant post them though
I need to stop using aggressive ammo
I wanted everyone to listen to my raps
When I say a crazy bar I want some gasps
But now I have people fear what I write
I didn't want to start any fights
This goes to the disses towards Brayton Tressa
If I hurt you that wasn't my intention
All I wanted to do was to impress ya
There needs to be an intervention
Before I turn into a rapping jerk
Especially before I go Berserk
I want to try to make this my life's work
But not off other people's pain
If that is the case their is nothing to gain
The things people will do for fame
I have so much shame
I hope you guys can forgive
I will try not to be combative
I want to keep releasing tracks
I realize I need to relax
If a track can't be fully released
When it is immovable like concrete
Then what is the point
All that art does is disappoint
I hope you all accept my apologies
While I make new rap policy
I want to keep making disses
But when they hit so hard
They end up being misses
Maybe we can do this together on our accord