Lowest Point pt3 - Terra [VENT]
Little warning for a depiction of a self-harm threat.
Okay so, as insanely proud of this one as I am, I was miserable as fuck making this you guys. At first I was just going to make a canon edit for Terra after jumping around between her or Raven or even Star, but I got halfway through the block when I decided that I was going to do the theme to the best of my abilities and made it an honest vent, although the beginning still has the original canon clips I timed cause they still fit really well.
I've had some bad years but that last year of highschool still remains one of my very worst, and it was like a nightmare translating some of those moments into manips for the first time. It brought back a lot of reasons why I am the way I am as an adult and how I view love and friendship, so like all my vents and super personal videos I'll probably unlist this one too in a couple years or so. For now it'll remain up because again, I'm really proud of it and I want to share all my hard work for the time being. I'll be sharing the effectless gifs to my tumblr as well seeing as they get pretty obscured.
I won't go into any major details, but for once I ended up going with Terra as myself (OG/Titan as the past, student as the present) instead of Rae or Star, while the others represent my friendship group in that last year. Star is kinda a special case cause once again she plays my first online friend, and Cyborg is like a misc friend who doesn't represent anyone in particular. Robin plays my best friend who hurt me so bad it still stings, and BB plays someone who turned out to be a nice guy but not a good friend at all in the end. Rae plays the depiction of all my current friends and the new people I meet, and how because of that one bad year I have a hard time believing them when they say they'll stay.
I've been working on myself for years now and have been surrounded by the nicest and most genuine people I've ever met these last few years, and I can't thank them enough for being there for me even when I pull away and find it hard to talk. I love and appreciate you all, thank you for showing me what real love is like.