So Long Not Goodnight
These past months, I've been forced to think radically for my own life instead of repressing myself for the sake of others' happiness and stability like I did for so long and it inevitably has created chaos or pain for everyone involved. I hate that I'm trapped in this situation in which I'm forced to decide between my own life versus others' needs, I don't want to cause any harm on anyone I care for, even if some of them were toxic, but I guess it's a necessary step for my own healing...