Bitter Belief - LOST (Featuring Sarah Pellicano)
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Lyrics
Uh! Feel like I’m losing my mind going through ups and downs
feel like i fell from cloud 9 to being underground
been dealing with the devil lately he comes around
god if ya listening maybe you should call my number now
and get it over with
is it depression or just soberness guess ill never really know the difference
soaking in my loneliness a self admitted chauvinist
hoping this can reach some as broken as who wrote this shit
nobody notices i try to seem emotionless
going through motions so i hit you with my openness
just to show you where my focus is
trust me I’m aware of where the onis sits
and these days I’m not opposed to it
thats accountability for y’all
but ive always countered that with my ability to fall
all i know is that my strength withered in the storm
and i ain’t really with it anymore, fuck is wrong with me
Chorus
Fuck is wrong with me
If only my pain dissolved in the weather
Fuck is wrong with me
Left a feeling i could hide
Fuck is wrong with me
Become unseen under the pressure
Coz ive been lost so damn long
here i am sitting in this dark room
heart bleeding coz its pierced by the harpoon
that the world threw at me
and lured me to insecurity
i swear to god i feel like i’m fall apart soon
i feel the pressure rising
i can feel the shame when i think about how reckless i been
what I’m saying is its petrifying when my brain
is identifying with the pain that I’m collecting by the day
is being sensitive a weakness or a strength
everyday i find another reason to be tense
so my teeth are clenched
as I’m refusing to see my friends
til my lunacy descends or the scrutiny ends
but its only me I’m battling
tried fix a handful of problems with a hand full of valium
but it didn’t work
really it just made it worse
i swear i just need a break, i just need to break the curse
Chorus
Fuck is wrong with me
If only my pain dissolved in the weather
Fuck is wrong with me
Left a feeling i could hide
Fuck is wrong with me
Become unseen under the pressure
Coz ive been lost so damn long