The True Story Behind My Second Coming Out and Abusive Relationship
Trigger Warnings: sexual abuse and assault, emotional abuse, child porn, manipulation, suicide, self-harm, cheating, biphobia, internalised homophobia
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Melody courtesy of: unfinishedsongs: • Moody singing backing track with second pa...
My Cover of Dolly Parton singing Soulja Boy
Serenity by Ilya Kuznetsov
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Chapters/ Sub Chapters:
Ch1. Intro and Disclaimers 0:00
Ch2. Pre Coming Out to “Max” 10:37
Ch3. After Coming Out to “Max” 21:07
Ch4. Abuse, Toxicity and “Off” Things During The Relationship 57:20
Off Things 57:55
Pressuring Sex 1:01:33
Lack of Boundaries 1:06:05
Child Porn 1:07:31
Biphobia, Guilt, Shaming, Mocking and The Effects 1:09:31
Ch5. Post Break Up and Overview 1:14:44
Other People’s Reactions 1:15:35
Max and Public Humiliation with Ask.fm 1:23:21
Other People on Ask.fm 19:21 1:34:05
First Meeting with Max and Sexual Assaults 1:37:59
Further Pressuring Sex 1:45:31
Break-up “Sex” 1:45:41
Further Sexual Assaults 1:52:31
Lack of Boundaries and Ignoring My Clear Intentions 1:53:38
Fabian’s Birthday, Last Arranged Meeting with Max and Getting With Fabian 2:09:23
Emotional Abuse 2:13:27
Biphobia 2:21:49
Using Friends Against Me 2:24:14
“You’ve Changed” 2:26:08
Telling Me How I Felt and Twisting My Words 2:26:59
Guilting Me 2:29:39
Max Affecting My Exams 2:35:11
Misc. Fucked Up Shit 2:38:00
What Others Saw 2:41:01
The Effect On My Mental Health 2:43:05
Thoughts on Cheating and Lesbian Romanticisation 2:53:12
Since… 3:02:24
About This Project and Final Thoughts 3:06:29
Ch6. Palette Cleanser 3:11:09