Dear younger self,
I’m sorry I failed you. You debated for days to start a channel just for me to not care anymore, you made things you loved and shared it with the world and made friends! And now I worry about what I post on your property, “Is it not funny? Will people like this? It’s not getting a lot of views…I’m losing subs..I cant put time into it” I lost my reason of why I made this channel
I made this because I loved dressing up and making characters, making stories and sharing them with the world to watch and theorize! I used to love talking to people who were actually into the story, theorizing with them and seeing how closely they watched stuff I made with my own hands and mind
Now I barely post and even now, think about deleting the characters YOU made. I love them,I made my whole channel about them and I built them so far, but they just aren’t my taste anymore. It hurts to do but I’m filing their new sonas. I haven’t been making videos about them in so long anyways, so I keep telling myself I’ll use them more if I actually like them! I just hope you aren’t mad at me ArtsyWannabe.., I’m proud of you, but you may not be proud of me.
-AestheticWannabe