Oh yea I'm in! My future will be messed up? I'm in for it! My life will remain cursed? I'm in for it! Tragic past can't be lived up to or fixed by the future like karma? OH YEA I'M IN!!
Whatever happens happens. We gotta learn to accept the past and embrace for the future right? Well I'm miles ahead of that. I'm choosing to accept my past and my future coz to me, they will make no difference! Just one will be worse than the other.
This ain't no choose your poison game, this is reality! I've accepted that I'll have to live through both poisons alone 💪
OH YEAH I'M IN!
~~Feeling like a cooper,
yea I'm just a loser!
Life is one big blooper,
death is party pooper! ~~
--Unnecessary part to read here but I'm now just gonna explain what that first part of the lyrics means so I can remember in this "future" --
Feeling like a cooper, Yea I'm just a loser!
I'm feeling pointless, feeling like I'm spending my life repairing others and never thinking or caring about my own self.
life is one big blooper, death is party pooper! - Basically my life is a mistake and death is the relief to the mistake. Like, life is like this one big unwanted party that your daughter threw in your house when you were gone and when you come and find that mistake, you cut off the whole party and fix your house and everything is back to normal. From parental view, "Ah! What a relief!" but you were the death! You were the party pooper!
In the case where the you see a mistake being fixed, then the party pooper is a good thing. But if the you don't see a mistake, then you need no party pooper! Keep the party running! As long as you behave and control it well!!
~~YO! Jus stay strong 💪