Where are you?
Ah, the ride of YouTube, while being not the most okay person alive, right?
..I miss NAME, I miss him to hell and back, he was my best friend after my other best friend ditched me, and hes gone too, what a predicament
I hope that the things I made inspire people and make people happy, thats all I wanted
I wanted to share my creativity and inspire people to share theirs, too. Im not after money here, Im not after fame, Im just after appreciation and the ability to make other people confident enough to show others what beautiful things they can make, no matter how bad they think it is.
I wish you guys caught me at a better time in my life, and sometimes I genuinely wish I had never started. This journey has brought me an unfathomable amount of happiness, but sadness as well. I dont know if it was a good idea, but now Im here. Im here, and I know I can create, so I want to, and I dont want to give that up.
Like ive always told one of my friends who wants to be as known as me, "Popularity has its cost". The cost for me was feeling more obligated to create no matter what because thousands of people are expecting it. I never thought I would be here, so I disregarded my worry for people pleasing.
This is all only a slice of what I want to go into with you guys, but please, take this advice, let me be an example of why you need to be careful when doing this stuff. Im always proud of someone who shows me their work and creativity, but just because its beautiful doesnt mean it has no repercussions.
I'll be back on my feet soon.
I'll have the mentality to do it
I'll have the equipment for it
and I'll be there soon.
But right now, I can't. I physically can not animate, this laptop cant run full on animations on that software.
Thank you for everything, but this is not goodbye.