Prayer- Biz (Prod. by Stoupe) [Lyrics]
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Prayer- Biz [Lyrics]
Lord, most of my actions, I kno u don't condone,
I'm tryin to find me throu the stories that u left on stone,
I kno no notes, that means I'll never set the tone?,
and now I'm drownin in my vices till u call me home,
I kno I've done wrong and don't do enough to make it right,
I'm loosing friends so it's hard for me to say I'm hyped,
that's why I zone out to this music everyday and night,
the day l make it is the day my Life is taken right?,
sometimes I feel Im living life inside of training day,
life is moments in the present I ain't sane today,
wit all i've done I'll understand it if I lost ur love,
even when deceased for me is the ground not the sky above,
just some maggot food, I kno I can't be mad at dude,
u gave me talent and I ain't gave u gratitude,
I feel I'm in a padded room locked up wit my selfish thoughts...
and the only place I'll end up is in hell distraught,
killin myself, can't play that in reverse,
but spewing out my soul I could leave that in a verse,
leave it on a record printed on a LP,
While I'm playin the last of the cards u dealt me,
I’m all in, while I feel that I'm fallin,
give my famiily strength I kno they sick of the mournin,
but not like the night bout to end and the sun bout to rise,
i hate bein cold I rather let the temperature rise,
what else could I do, my love for life is withering down,
if I live to be old I'll probly be bitter and foul,
metaphorically angelic type that spat in ur face,
blinded in my ways failed to earn me a place,
like I can only succeed in destroyin I all that u build,
feelin like, I'm the reason why my cuzin got killed,
guess that's what I get for always running my mouth,
now I kinda understand why they say silence is golden,
if I fail to walk with u, it means I'm running wit doubt?,
Then lay me forever in flames so my rhymes will be scoldin,
I got nuthin left to say now that ur lessons applied,
just another knucklehead till the day that I died,
Can't start my life from scratch to focus bein bread winner,
had to learn the hard way ain't no prize in bein self centered,
death is in my shadow til I end up a carcass,
and the only lane i got left is for me to be heartless,
lord I lost my senses how could I ever feel you,
I'm better of hatin, cuz love, it'll kill u,
never heard u talkin to me, is what I pretend,
and I kno I seen ur signs but what if death is the end,
u gave me trials and tribulations I don't understand faith,
im tryin to loose breath at the right moment and place...
I hope u don't mind,
so it could neva be said, wrong place at the wrong time,
I been a bad seed since ma dukes gave me birth,
along in these rhymes sometimes I find what I'm worth,
prolly not enough to sit by ur goodie goodies,
but biggie once said i like black timbs and black hoodies...
while alive, I'm crushin the mic,
I understand in this life ain't nuttin alike
this strength u gave me its hard to show u I'm grateful,
I'm just a lost cause and u gave me a plateful,
now I’m headed to a casket cuz that’s all that is left,
this is all I ever wanted to the last of my breath,
just let my kin kno, I never meant to hurt them,
and if there’s any grudge against me leave me in the dirt then,
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