seon - can you hear me calling ft heylu
surprise drop well half surprise half i have i been busy asf and forgot i was supposed to promote this week but that's okay! this song is super special to me. @heylumusic & i made this on my last trip to la and we were so excited about how it turned out we had to get it out as fast as possible. this song is really about all the times in my past that i have dealt with suffering and been so upset that i cried out to the world to ask why do they not see how hard it has been. it can be a cry to god or whoever you wish but i know everyone at some point has had those moments where we feel abandoned by whatever has us here and like it really just won't get better. it's easy to feel like we are the victim and no one can see us. i know that all experiences in life are lessons and to help us on our journey but i can't help but call out sometimes. i hope u enjoy this 1
i started running when i was a kid
i felt alone at the age of just 9
everyone yelling i’m crying i’m asking the questions i wanna know why i’m alive
i wanna know why i been feeling this way
and is god the creator of life
i wishing that id find answers but i keep on searching where none of them lies
so
tell me not fall
go head god me not to fade
i swear i’m never feeling fine
so i just thought that i should pray
i saw my life and my mistakes
as ways of running on away
so i don’t know if i can wait
some days i wish i’d be erased
can you hear me calling
out for you
out for you
when autumn leaves are falling
i need you
i need you
i put the drugs down had to run out just to relapse and get high
i thought as time pass that i’ll move on but i stayed stuck and watched by
you watch these cold nights in my minds
when i keep giving up when you lie
cause it been getting worst when i try
(i keep getting worst when i try)
let’s talk about it tell me to where to turn
i know you gave me life and gave the earth
but tell me why they fuck do they deserve
to leave the life and always getting hurt
sitting there i saw him in the basement
wishing that something could come to change it
can you hear me calling
out for you
out for you
when autumn leaves are falling
i need you
i need you
sorry for the time that i been wasting
calling out cause i’ve been scared to face it