hey so I probably won't finish maybe half of these so I figure I'd send them out here because idfk content, it's something I havent made in a while. I really want to finish the pigeon one, even tho I kinda dont like the art anymore because it's been such a long time but idk maybe I'll finish it. anyways sorry I've been dead, I've been idk dying. I also need to rant about someone so if you want to see me rant keep reading. yeah hope you enjoyed the jnfinsined dead animations I have stored in my tablet, bye bye!
so heres my rant. yes hi, hello, welcome to probably the one person that decided to take a read down here which will probably be me. anyways so theres this person in my life which will remain unamed, but they are very close to me. I've known them for a little while and I really trust them. the thing is, and heres the funny part, I dont see them as a crush or anything but I also dont see them as just a friend. like, I know what it's like to like someone, but its defiently not that. I also know how I treat normal friends but they're someone i dont feel as a normal friend. I dont know if that really makes sense but that's how I put it. anyways it's really weird with this person because I've never felt this kind of way before. something about them just makes me happy? like, when I'm upset they're the only person that I'll respond to. it's really weird. I just want to make sure they're safe and happy with themselves. it's like that one line from green by cavetown, "take care of my shirt, warm and red. I hope you think of me, still as your friend. I hope you love yourself, your body and heart. I hope you feel happy, that's all I want." that pretty much sums up exactly what I'm trying to say (thanks cavetown for being so understanding, please go give him a listen, he just released sleepyhead and his song homesick it's actually really good, please go-) but yeah this person makes me want to just protect them??? they're really important to me and they're probably one of my best friends at the moment, I dont know. this person is just so nice and makes me laugh and I just like being around them. it soundS like I like them but I dont, because I know what it's like to like someone and this is completely different from that but it's obvious I dont think of them like normal people??? I dont know, I'm very confused and i really just needed to get my thoughts out somehwere. ok well that concludes this long ass paragraph, thank you for coming to my Ted tal-
"sometimes I act, like I know, but I'm really just a kid, with two corks in his eyes, and a bully in his head"
-Juliet,
Cavetown