Track 6 from Goatspel LP
lyrics:
I lie awake and ask myself why
May I die in my black side?
Creeping through the darkness
My bones crack, but I'm not dead.
Three days in the closet.
Bipolar Mind, two-faced hatred
Nothing made suit, aimless disguise.
I see the sickness through my eyes
Dying by suffocation,
Into the void there's no way out
I burn!... And try to discharge
My pulse of existence
Struggle within breaks the time
Paralized, there's no arrival
My mind kills, no survival
I'm the liar, myself betrayer!
Obeying mayhem every day
This grows! Sucks my will to the core
I don't want to have to choose anymore!