When you open something to get comfort but don't receive it/Vent/Opening up/Read Description
So, as I've said before, I have been going through a rough time. This isn't strictly because of my relationship, I have been going through things for several months with family and friends. So no, this video is not targeted for those who may think that. I'm here to open up and tell you all that uploads will be more frequent after a good week or two break but if they aren't then I am healing. I will sadly announce that a few months ago, I had a situation where I...was planning an attempt. Whereas it never happened, I feel the need to get it off my chest. I've been incredibly stressed and just tired. I'm mentally exhausted to the point, I lack the want for anything, to do anything, to enjoy anything. When I have one unfortunate experience, the others seem to flee into my head and make it worse. Then when I see people with how I feel it makes me have flashbacks to family, relationships, or friendships. So I'm doing this to get it off my chest, because if I express it anywhere else. My irl friends will be too worried for their own good and I don't need to make them worry but I assure you all. I'll be fine eventually. I'm just lost at the moment. I opened up about this so that you're all aware, despite being at odds with myself and others. I will not be going anywhere and will come back.