demoncast : crack : backtape
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if I'd think some more, I'd scream to him with horror
if I'd think some more, I'd scream to him i don't want anymore
you think you're sober, you think it's over
no...
one day you're sober,
next day you wake up in flames, in need,
for your crack...
if I'd think some more, I'd scream to him with horror
trying to reason what you depend on
if I'd think some more, I'd scream to him i don't want anymore
this is not a choice for you anymore
if he would not go, I'd scream to him with horror
the pimp you cannot do without
if he won't just go, I'd scream to him i don't want anymore
trying to control it, while it is the one controlling you
chariots of the gods
burning up my world
as my insanity is eager to surround me
his face still claims to hold
same as so long ago
the royalty, the chivalry and kindness
i can't find it anymore...
SHUT IT
I'M KEEPING YOUR BROKEN LIFE TOGETHER
PATCHING UP THE FUCK UPS YOU MADE
LETTING YOU FORGET THAT YOUR WORLD
IS NOTHING LIKE YOUR SELF PRETENSIONS
PICKING UP YOUR BROKEN PIECES
PUTTING YOU BACK TOGETHER AGAIN
WHEN YOU TRY TO DO WITHOUT
YOU CAN'T FEEL ANYTHING BUT A CRAVE FOR...
...your crack...
if he would not go, i'd scream to him with horror
addict
if he won't just go, i could not live beside him anymore
an object you can't do without
keeping your broken life together
patching up the fuck ups you made
letting you forget that the world
is nothing like your self pretension
I'm picking up your broken pieces
putting it back together again
when you try to do without
you can't feel anything but a crave for...
as sickness slowly grows,
swallow me in whole
it is insatiably devouring every part of me
i want it to be gone
no
delusions and my hopes
my disease, an overwhelming need to see it
you need so much you're ashamed of me
to know it, to touch it
try to reason me out
only in my mind
but you DEPEND ON ME
HIDING UP THE BRUISES YOUR ADDICTION FOR ME LEFT ON YOU
WANT ME OUT OF YOUR LIFE
YOU FORGET THE REASON WHY YOU'RE USING
I'M PICKING UP YOUR BROKEN PIECES
I'M PUTTING YOU BACK TOGETHER AGAIN
I'M YOUR...
YOU THINK YOU'RE SOBER
YOU THINK IT'S OVER
TRYING TO CONTROL ME, WHILE I AM THE ONE CONTROLLING YOU
I'M YOUR...CRACK!
ONE DAY YOU'RE SOBER
NEXT DAY YOU WAKE UP
IN FLAMES
IN NEED
FOR YOUR...I'M YOUR...
...CRACK...