How Did This Happen...? (Talking About My Addiction)
let's talk about how we got here. a little reflection on my time spent in active addiction, why i ended up using to begin with, and how i ended up there.
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chapters
0:00 - intro
1:38 - revisiting my addiction
2:26 - things are weird now
3:28 - rebuilding an identity
6:49 - losing interest, finding reasons to stay
8:10 - depression
9:09 - early recovery
10:16 - nemo intermission
10:42 - the fear of forgetting
16:59 - how i got here
18:05 - the fear of being weak.
20:13 - my relationship with relationships.
21:05 - proving my self worth.
22:56 - my former partner
24:46 - closing thoughts