eight3yes end.
hello everyone
i have been writing music for about 4 years and for the first 2-3 years i did it only because i liked it, i didn’t post it anywhere, just for myself. a little over a year ago i started posting so that people could see what i was doing and i would like to hear how someone sounds on my beats, and also so that my hobby would bring at least some penny. but probably for the last six months my thoughts have become only about money, because i really need it now. probably almost all of my beats were written when i was in a hell of a terrible state, when it was not even possible. i can't even call most of my beats (except the last ones that are commercial) beats, it's really music with its own history, completely saturated with the feelings and emotions that i experienced. i always forced myself to do it in order to achieve goals. as a result, my psyche is completely fucked up, i really fucked up. for all this torment, fucked up forces and time, i received about $ 150, it pissed me off even more that they stole beats from me much more than they bought. i thought for a long time whether to write it or not, but it seems that i finally lost interest and desire to make beats, besides, life closed the path for me to everything that i aspired to.
in conclusion, i want to say thank you to everyone who somehow supported me and who was not indifferent. i wish you all strength and good luck to achieve your goals.
eight3yes end.