'NOTXOFAR' is a Musical Project by Nilutpall Kakati, a Tezpur based Musician, Singer/Songwriter, Music Producer.
➤ Lyrics in English
I failed finding the definition of friendship,
I only feel insulted when i tried finding it in the back days,
I came too far forward with the current of time,
Because wishes, desires and hopes pushed me by kicking on my face.
I failed finding the definition of friendship,
I only feel insulted when i tried finding it in the back days,
I came too far forward with the current of time,
Promises in childhood was sank in the ocean somewhere in the midways.
I had less friends but more brothers
We used to buy one meal for each others
But as time's flown they flew with times radar
I too moved on why would i stay rather
The time was just kind of a plea but i wanted to live with all together.
People born coming and die in a magical way with illusive lives
As no one would wait for anyone, i am still moving on and on in the jungle cutting the dead tree like memories like a tribe,
I never had a sick mindset towards anyone nothing to hide
Rather my heart's wounded
But nothing to worry about as time gave me some reasons to feel weigh and will make me feel light.
Once they were brothers but today are strangers,
They are now just stored in my mind as memories,
Time stops while i tend to remember those days
The blocked ways to go back
Leaves me stunned.
I got New friends, new buddies and i have a new friend circle,
But also they will probably going to leave me locked,
but i am careless today as i know i will forget them easily and have no fear of getting blocked
And the memories will be mixed in the time of sand clock .
It's like the earth has lost the power of gravity
Because the one who never showed me the back has turned
I got the compass but no directions to walk on
Still memories paint some smiles on my face but when i try imagine their faces, i end up being mourned.
Now i freak about my life, yea i freak out all the days!
Every time i see around myself, I'm eighty sixed in the maze! (yeah)
It was a mistake that i couldn't understand,
That i never valued you my friends
Now it's a point of no return,
And i can't go back, the water is flowing above my neck.
I miss all those fun we had together
You are less like my friend, more like my brother.
I stopped finding the definition of friendship,
I understood everything as the times have taught me,
I'm not living with expectations anymore,
and That weeping kid now became
So stone-hearted
I came alone and will go alone but will never wait for anyone,
As i will meet thousands of people on the way I'm walking and all the dramas on the mid street of life will end up like that.
I learnt walking forward with the emotions easily,
I profoundly asking everyone to pardon me
And that's what i had to say with a Goodbye!
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◆ Written by : Pankaj Mahanta & Nilutpall Kakati (Notxofar)
◆ Music and Vocals Produced/Composed by Nilutpall Kakati (Notxofar)
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Recorded Post Production in 22 hrs.
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