Depressed and Doing My Best Ft. Ocoenia (Prod. Hawian Eagles)
I turned 24 today and I feel like you do care.
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0985QB...
Apple Music: / depressed-doing-my-best-feat-ocoenia-hawia...
Producer: / hawian_eagles
Singing: / ocoenia
Artwork: / clarsart
Existence is hell, that's life oh well
At least you're my heaven, at least you distract me
From what's coming at me, the trains coming real fast
And I'm just there standing standing
Wanna be by your side, wanna spend all my time
With you until I die, your heart is where I live hey
Let's go see a movie, eat out, get some sushi
hammock at the park or go drink up a smoothie
Maybe if you're down
We could blaze away everything that's ever hurt us,
Numb away the pain with a bowl when we're nervous
Head in the clouds I'm not coming down
Unless I hear you call my name out
Existence is hell, that's life oh well
At least you're my heaven, at least you distract me
From what coming at me, the trains coming really fast
And I'm there just standing standing
Existence is hell, that's life oh well
At least you're my heaven, at least you distract me
From what's coming at me, the trains coming real fast
And I'm just there standing standing
Existence is hell, that's life oh well
At least you're my heaven, at least you distract me
From what's coming at me, the trains coming real fast
And I'm just there standing standing
Hot boxing on a cold night
Windows fogged from streetlights
I'm lost in my emotion
I can hear the ocean in Venice
Let's focus on the wrong things
Like why you never talk to your parents
Or why you're never stable
You feel like you're unable to meet your friends half way
This life ain't like a movie
But you just keep watching now you're 23
And you're thinking of just stopping you fell into your vices
Your dreams a world away
What's a life without a dream
That's an early grave
I think about you too much, I need a steady pace
I'm a slave to my own mind trying to break free from my chains
And it seems you never cared, you're probably hurting too
The roses are in season with the springtime it ensues
And I think it's fair to say that we should love our lives
Even if the thorns hurt there's beauty in this life there's beauty in this
You're always fronting I chose to be myself
That's why I am suffering
You're were always judging I always really cared
And I kept on struggling
Existence is hell, that's life oh well
At least you're my heaven, at least you distract me
From what's coming at me, the trains coming real fast
And I'm just there standing standing
Existence is hell, that's life oh well
At least you're my heaven, at least you distract me
From what's coming at me, the trains coming real fast
And I'm just there standing standing
Existence is hell, that's life oh well
At least you're my heaven, at least you distract me
From what's coming at me, the trains coming real fast
And I'm just there standing standing
Existence is hell, that's life oh well
At least you're my heaven, at least you distract me
From what's coming at me, the trains coming real fast
And I'm just there standing standing