It's been a while, but I hope you like it. I've been singing more lately. Thanks for 1.1K on SoundCloud.
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Producer: / mondayat7am
Artwork used with permission from: / maruti_bitamin
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Lyrics:
And then we really don't know what happens
We maybe, yeah we even get stuck into a box
And we get sent six feet down
You can't tell me there are no like ground rules that like you know uh
How much do you mean to me
I guess you really matter because I always see you in my dreams
Such an ugly face when I cry
I always try to smile while I'm dying on the inside
Make like a match and light me to flames
Make like a cat and scratch up my face
Just toss me aside, claw my frozen heart in the snow while the winter dies
Why is my heart so cold?
I think you turned my heart to stone
Why is it so hard to live
I hate feeling alone
But I'm getting what I give
Can't binge my problems away because it's hard to fill a void
That I'm lacking in my brain, just feel empty more
Distracted from reality and sitting in discord
Love me more or throw me away
I think it doesn't matter to me either way
I don't want this anymore
Living life like this is feeling like a chore
Why is my heart so cold?
I think you turned my heart to stone
Why is it so hard to live
I hate feeling alone
But I'm getting what I give