Roseblast ft. GUMI - Desired in Shadows | Darkness Looks Delicious
Track 8 on Darkness Looks Delicious
Credits:
Rose Redfern - Composition, Arrangement, Mixing, Lyrics
Gumi - Lyrics
AmisArt - Album Cover Art
Lyrics:
Brand new day
The sun's shining!
Grand new display
The world is changing!
Bright outside
I feel refreshed!
Can't decide
What I should do today!
Ignoring the tension
There's nothing, I swear!
Abhorring attention
Not loving the glares!
Can't you see that I am just fine?
Don't concede, it's not defined
Just leave me to my design
I'll be okay!
Forced into this unstable shape
Tumbling far, unable to escape
Fitting into uncertain needs
Committing too much, my head begins to bleed
When I become what I want to be
Must destiny, call for me to be free?
Acquired this thought, that shows it's
left to be desired in shadows
Is it unnecessary to feel as though I'm temporary?
I'm lost within my fractured thoughts
It seems to fuel this insanity
Was I a discretionary?
Or was my kindness exploited for love?
At heart, the veins split at the seams
What's gone off with me?
Dropping down in deep despair
Fell deep into the dirt, I was left in disrepair
Lost all my goals, it seemed rather cold
Left them to be something that I was not
Now the mold, it settles up close in my head
Digging deeper and deeper and deeper and deeper
Forced into a practical shape
Playing too calm, it's nothing but a fake
Changing myself to meet all their needs
Overdoing it until my head just bleeds!
When I act like I'm finally me
Does it look like I'm truly ever free?
Learned to be me, forced to be fake
Gave it too much, now people know me for this!
Broken, decayed, unstable shape
Tumbling far, unable to escape
Fitting into uncertain needs
Committing too much, my head begins to bleed
When I become what I want to be
Must destiny, call for me to be free?
Acquired this thought, that shows it's
left to be desired in shadows!
In the dark, I wonder
If my thoughts could come to light
There's a spark, asunder
From all the fights that I face everyday
It never is the same, I ponder
"Aren't I estranged from the idea of a partner?"
That's a thought I never pictured myself ever thinking about
I had all of these doubts lingering on
In my own head, I have this straining distress
But maybe, this could be real and it will prosper tonight!
Admittedly, I know it sounds strange
That I had changed my stance in a whim
Too grim to skim but
Every time, I try to close my eyes to those thoughts
It keeps on flooding my own head...
In the dark, I wonder
If my thoughts could come to light
There's a spark, asunder
From all the fights that I face everyday
Thinking that I'm something I'm not
My heart beats hoping that the stars do align!
When the world is covered in brilliant brightness
You have to embrace and live with the inevitable darkness
The sun won't always shine
Must it be everyday and the heat can't be fine anymore
To preach out, and settle the scorn
Will this life reach to things evermore?
It's not the fight that's ever worth choosing
If it were, then the earth would return to its core
Feeling sore, on the floor, hurting pain, can't ignore
I look up, to my fate, written on the wall
Is there love? Is there hate? Was it left yesterday?
Did my actions have meaning, or was there a point at all?
Deep inside of my heart, is my will and the thrill
To look forward and progress through the night
Laying down on my bed, feeling dreaded distress
Could it be one true hope? Or am I totally wrong?
...On the floor, hurting pain, can't ignore
I look up to my fate, written on the wall
Was there love? Was there hate? Was it left yesterday?
Did my actions have meaning, or was there a point at all?
Sidetracked in my head, many words went unsaid
This is true, oh, how I couldn't be wrong
Was there love? Was there hate? Was it left yesterday?
Did my actions have meaning, or was there a point at all?~
Bound like circuits
I found no purpose
What's my name?
Oh, how I'm ashamed
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