Cvld Blvvded - CVLDHEARTED (HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!) [Prod. JAILBREAK]
Well, 2023 was a blank year for me. The war is still going in my country, just in the middle of the Europe. The world still doesn't give a sh!t. Everything is the same. I cope with this as best as I can. But the world still leaves me disappointed. I despise my life. And myself. I've grown numb and negligent over the years. And now I'm withdrawn to the point, when I don't even feel anything. All I feel is hatred and anguish... Disappointment and shame. For who I am... For what... I am...
Happy New Year, everyone. Hope someone has a new year mood. Unlike me.
Lyrics:
I regret for what I am,
I can't fucking change myself,
I'm sorry I hurt lots of my friends,
That's why I still hate myself,
Enslaving guilt is still with me,
I doubt that I'll ever forgive myself,
I truly sorry for my negligence,
Everything I touch just incinerates
I can't learn a lesson,
Not to get attached to people,
I don't have no demons,
My true essence is pure evil,
Evil flows in my veins,
I think the problem's in my brain,
Yes, I know that I'm to blame,
And it's like I'm walking through a minefield, a blind kitten to this day
I can't learn a lesson,
Not to get attached to people,
I don't have no demons,
MY TRUE ESSENCE IS PURE EVIL,
EVIL FLOWS IN MY VEINS,
I am tryna be humane,
SINCE MY BIRTH, I WASN'T THE SAME,
And since then I'm pretendin' to this day...
I'm callous it's true,
I have no excuse,
The closer I get to someone, the more it hurts me to lose,
To be alone and not to harm anyone is what I choose,
It's better to suffer alone
WITHOUT HURTING THOSE AROUND...
Perhaps it will consume me from the inside like a black hole,
All my friends from the past keep turning into gray wilted shadows,
Perhaps it will consume me from the inside like a black hole,
All my friends from the past keep turning into gray wilted shadows,
My mind is my prison,
Prison, prison, prison,
Because my heart is missing,
Guilt will never leave me
I regret for what I am,
I can't fucking change myself,
I'm sorry I didn't mean to offend,
That's why I still hate myself,
Enslaving guilt is still with me,
I doubt that I'll ever forgive myself,
I truly sorry for my negligence,
Everything I touch just incinerates
I can't learn a lesson,
Not to get attached to people,
I don't have no demons,
My true essence is pure evil,
Evil flows in my veins,
I am tryna be humane,
Since my birth, I wasn't the same,
And since then I'm pretendin' to this day...
Cora and Helen, I will never forgive myself for what I did...
I-I am truly sorry...
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