Cvld Blvvded - VNLY I CAN KILL MYSELF [Prod. ANGRXN]

Опубликовано: 12 Март 2026
на канале: Cvld Blvvded
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Prod. ANGRXN

Clips: American Psycho & Ghost Rider 2


Lyrics:


I don't even notice how the blood merges with the rain,
Losing friends, losing loved ones, I can't take it again,
All nostalgic memories cut my brain,
When I look into my face I don't see no change


Only I can kill myself,
For the fault that caused the interruption of our friendship with no farewell,
I value friendship,
I can't stop being cold,
I do not sell it,
It's just hard for me to pretend when I've never felt


In the mirror there's the face of the one WHO CAN KILL ME,
I could easily pierce my veins with a blade, BUT THEN I WOULDN'T FEEL IT,
I'm going crazy alone, living in the past, AND FEELING GUILTY,
Lost all the shoulders I could lay on, I don't get a second chance 'cuz I'M A VILLAIN


In the mirror there's the face of the one WHO CAN KILL ME,
I could easily pierce my veins with a blade, BUT THEN I WOULDN'T FEEL IT,
I'm going crazy alone, living in the past, AND FEELING GUILTY,
Lost all the shoulders I could lay on, I don't get a second chance 'cuz I'M A VILLAIN


Only I can kill myself...
Only I can kill myself...
Only I can kill myself...
I'm destined to burn in hell...


Only I can kill myself...
Only I can kill myself...
Only I can kill myself...
The devil has rung my bell...


Pain makes me smile,
I'm too tired to look for the light,
I had to get used to the pain,
Otherwise I would just go insane


I guessed I just changed my side,
I have never hated my life,
I just started to break down over time,
Uh,
PAIN MAKES ME SMILE,
I'M TOO TIRED TO LOOK FOR THE LIGHT,
I HAD TO GET USED TO THE PAIN


OTHERWISE I WOULD JUST GO INSANE,
I GUESSED I JUST CHANGED MY SIDE,
I HAVE NEVER HATED MY LIFE,
I JUST STARTED TO BREAK DOWN OVER TIME...


Only I can kill myself...
Only I can kill myself...
Only I can kill myself...
I'm destined to burn in hell...


Only I can kill myself...
Only I can kill myself...
Only I can kill myself...
The devil has rung my bell...


Only I can kill myself,
For the fault that caused the interruption of our friendship with no farewell,
I value friendship, I can't stop being cold, I do not sell it,
It's just hard for me to pretend when I've never felt


In the mirror there's the face of the one WHO CAN KILL ME,
I could easily pierce my veins with a blade, BUT THEN I WOULDN'T FEEL IT,
I'm going crazy alone, living in the past, AND FEELING GUILTY,
Lost all the shoulders I could lay on, I don't get a second chance 'cuz I'M A VILLAIN


I guessed I just changed my side,
I have never hated my life,
I just started to break down over time,
Uh,
PAIN MAKES ME SMILE,
I'M TOO TIRED TO LOOK FOR THE LIGHT,
I HAD TO GET USED TO THE PAIN


OTHERWISE I WOULD JUST GO INSANE,
I GUESSED I JUST CHANGED MY SIDE,
I HAVE NEVER HATED MY LIFE,
I JUST STARTED TO BREAK DOWN OVER TIME...


Only I can kill myself...
Only I can kill myself...
Only I can kill myself...
I'm destined to burn in hell...


Only I can kill myself...
Only I can kill myself...
Only I can kill myself...
The devil has rung my bell...


UHHH,
Moral pain hurts harder than a blade...


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