Eggy247 - Inner Monologue [Official Audio]
Lyrics:
Why you feelin' so depressed for
You've had a life that's far better than the rest
Falling down nah you living it up
You cant frown bitch now pick up your rust
You were better than this but you fell off stop looking for us
The minute you love
Is a sin for the trust
In yourself
You don't need any more help
You used to be fly I would say you were pretty privileged
But you threw at all away so don't look at the pity syllabus
I can tell that you think your the shit
When your streaming on twitch
You dumb bitch
No one give a shit ‘bout you clips
You should be pessimist
So Say peace out and then quit
And never revisit it
Now lets throw in a twist
Its so damn hard isn't it
Gotta cover your wrist on a family trip
All because you’re unsure whether you are a man bitch
Fuckin wannabe femboy twink, she/her, they/them, which?
Omg you're quirky and different that's so cool
Shut the fuck up little faggot oh you think that I'm cruel?
Like your bullies from school?
Well they were right get off your pedestal
You're better off dead so you deserve that ridicule
Negative progress
Closeted crossdresser
scared to be seen as yourself
by friends and all the rest
so you hold back your zest
I bet you're terrified
Worthless little prick when you gonna get a grip on life
Where have you gone?
Where the fuck have you gone?
Where's the fun and happy eggy that everyone you know wants
And That your friends miss
The ones that you've ditched
Only got a camera man left
And even they have gone and swept
You under the rug cuz you aint worth having as a friend
Try to amend the time that you spent making that hate you
You’re the 247
You’re too cool for heaven aren't you
But you suit the devil started to think
You were level part of me
Wishes that you were better
But its fun to watch you hurt
mentally and physically
self harming in a skirt
You love the way it feels
When it bleeds
And it hurts
And you feel what you deserve
Its your purpose at this point
So don't be nervous
and try to swerve this
Acting like you're in a circus
But no one finds you funny and you cant revert it
But crisis diverted
you're feeling better today
but wait
how you gonna escape your fate
of being the worst child
still live at home creating a zone to isolate your soul
cuz your embarrassed that your the only brother to never make it
This dumbass scrolling reels
"Get the fuck away mum you annoy me"
is how she thinks I feel
but you want the truth here's the deal
There's a disappointment of a son behind the door sat in fear
You're stressed out now that your 21
Wanna go back to the pilot huh?
Admire the fun you had with no pressure
and only pleasure
lets go together
to see where you fucked up
and watch you dig yourself deeper every time you looked stuck
With no gifts
Abandoned the riffs
But you can still sing right?
Man even if you tried to be third in this
you'd still fall flat back in fifth
You'll never be in harmony while sounding like this
Where have you gone?
Where the fuck have you gone?
the afterlife's where you belong
and maybe now you'll finally go there
now the voice in your head wrote a song