Goodbye My Dear Friend,
Oh my sweet dear friend, my foolish little friend. I want to coddle you so badly, I want to say it's okay and I forgive you, but it's too late for that now. I made a promise to myself that I wouldn't let it happen again, and there's only one way I could guarantee that, don't you understand? I know you do. I said it once and I'll say it again, I no longer think you meant to do any of this out of malice, but manslaughter is still punished. When I heard back from you, I was shocked and my heart sank. I assumed bloodshed awaited me but all I saw was that you finally opened up to me, but why? Why must you show me you care only when we can't be near each other again? You terrify me so much, you had too much power over me. One day when I am happily with her, one day when I've grown old and have no worries then will I think about us again. I'd wonder where you are, what you're doing, how you are. But until then, I can't let you occupy me anymore. I'm sorry.