[the apothecary diaries] you look like home • for
YOU THOUGHT I WAS DONE DIDNT YOU HEHE
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You probably thought my tradition of watching or reading something for you every year was broken, but that is in fact wrong!! I started to watch this show for you. I was gonna regardless tbh, BUT I STARTED IT NOW FOR YOU HEHE. Hmm...... When do I post this, it's currently 15:02 on the 9th, this has finally finished rendering. Do I post it at 19??? I GUESS WE'LL FIND OUT WHAT I DECIDE ON
I HAVE TO TELL YOU SOMETHING VERY FUNNY ABOUT THIS WHOLE SONG ORDEAL AND HOW I ENDED UP EDITING TWO AMVS FOR YOU. I WAS PANICKING OVER SONGS, SO I WAS LIKE, I'LL TRY TWO DIFFERENT THINGS AND SEE WHAT WORKS OUT. BC, LIKE. I WANTED TO EDIT SOMETHING CUTE FOR YOU, BUT I JUST WASNT FEELING TI WITH ANY OF THE SONGS I COULD CONSIDER. SO I HAD DEVIL DOESN'T BARGAIN AS A BACK-UP, AND THEN THAT ENDED UP BEING FUN TO EDIT SO I WAS LIKE, OH. AND THEN I REMEMBERED- OH SHIT- THE OS PLAYLIST I CAN CHECK THAT. AND THEN I SUDDENLY REMEMBERED, OH SHIT- THE FL SECRET SATANA I CAN HIJACK IT !!! SO THATS WHAT I DID. AND I WAS SO HAPPY WHEN I SAW HOW MANY SONGS YOU HAD LISTED I WAS LIKE !!! FUCK YEAH LINE COMING THROUGH. SO I PICKED THIS. I WAS LIKE, OH. GUESSS I'LL JUST EDIT TWO PROJECTS FOR HER THIS YEAR. I GET HALFWAY THROUHG ON THIS ONE, AND THEN I REALISE THIS IS THE EXACT SAME SONG MARILAENA USED FOR THE SECRET SANTA FOR YOU (SHOUTOUT TO MARIALENA IM LINKING HER AMV UNDER THIS PARAGRAPH). SO I WAS LIKE. FUCK. BUT I'VE ALREADY EDITED SO MUCH FOR THIS. AM I REALLY GIVING HER THE SAME SONG AS SHE HAS ALREADY GOTTEN AS A GIFT?????????????????? (THIS IS ALSO WHY ITS NOT TITLED MIDNIGHT) HOPEFULLY I CAN BE FORGIVEN. ALSO MARIALENA'S SECRET SANTA FOR LINE WITH THIS SONG IS STUNNING SO HERES THE LINK DO GO WATCH, OK
• FL- Midnight [Secret Santa for @iAstra ]
anyway I hope you can feel my struggle and panic through reading this paragraph. I wanted to share it bc it was a panic bc of love I wanted your gifts to be perfect !!
Unless you figured it out on your own just now, this is the video that was gonna take 5 hours to render and kept crashing. It ended up working out in the end, but I'm pretty sure I've spent like 10 hours altogether rendering this project bc of the bits and pieces I rendered, the fact that it took one and half an hour to render, and then two hours to rerender after I spotted a glitch, but it's okay!! This project was actually not supposed to be this HFIAHFIAFHIAIIFA AMBITIOUS. It was supposed to be soft and just kinda cozy. I only masked the part with Jinshi walking in the dark. And I was like. Nice. We done. But then I was like. Hm. I want to add crab apple blossoms for Line. hence the scene at 00:09 was born. And then I was like. but I can't have this RANDOM ASS SCENE BE THE ONLY THING IN THE ENTIRE AMV THAT LOOKS LIKE THIS. So i added another. and another. and another. and that might be why vegas decided that this project was the enemy of mankind and vegas was the hero chosen to slay it bc JESUS CHIRST
ANYWAY !!! you probably think I'm out of words at this point but JOKES ON YOU I STILL HAVE SOME LEFT IN ME TO SQUEEZE OUT. Thank you for being my silly wifey, kind friend and the amazing person that you are for all of these years that I have known you. As I said in the birthday doc (I think that's where I said it), we truly have grown up together. We've watched each other go through different phases in our lives, and I'm eternally grateful to life for having us run into each other !! I had no idea back then that you would become so important to me hehe, but I'm glad things worked out the way they did. I truly do love the friendship that we have and I feel like it's only growing stronger each year. No matter what happens or what conflicts we may face it never feels like it's a big deal after a mere 10 minutes. I always enjoy interacting with you, and whne AHAHHHAHAHA I feel like "it's been too long since Line paid attention to me:(" I will go on twitter, specifically look up something I know you'll like and I'll send it to you AHAHHAHA. IT'S NOT ALWAYS WHY I SEND YOU STUFF THO, SOMETIMES I GENUINELY JUST SEE SOMETHING IM SURE YOULL LKE AND SOMETIMES I GENUINELY JUST WANT TO LOOK UP SOMETHING I KNOW YOULL LIKE, BUT THERE ARE DEFINITELY TIMES WHEN I LOOK SOMETHING UP JUST TO GO "PLS PAY ATTENTION TO ME" AHAHAHA. Thank you for being my constant, Line. I love you very much, and I wish you an amazing birthday and birthday weekend ♥
footage: apothecary diaries
song: • Beth Crowley- Midnight (Moonlight Version)...