Hoffen wir (TW & translation in desc)
TW: Drugs
First edit I made on my laptop, instead on the computer, so I was a bit lazy, cause working on the laptop is less convinient.
Anyway, another translation, in case the subtitles bother you:
I don't want to complain, but sometimes I feel like a poor thingShe doesn't answer anymore, maybe she'll call when I'm deadXanax makes you feel relaxed and everyone else is weirdI'm trapped in my head, I don't think I want to live here anymoreWhy did I leave?She'll soon find a man and I'll just find myself on the floorI think I'll load the gun or I'll do it with the drugsLet's hope nothing happensI've won so much and now I have so much to lose, yesLet's hope nothing happens