Simple Rant 15 Out of Fuel
Ranting about my inefficiency in the past 2 years, it really looks like I didn't improve at all, and I'm doubting my ability to improve again, I don't think saying " I'm not sure what I should do " because I think I know what I should be doing, what would be more accurate to s say is that I don't know if I can do it.
I've bee procrastinating editing a video for almost 3 weeks, and not been working on the Simple Web App for almost a year now, every time I try to get working on something, I work for one or two days, and then do nothing after that, or just get distracted and do end up doing nothing, and I don't get back to working after that.
Or sometimes I'll spend a long time actually working on a project, document nothing of my work, and end up being disappointed with my self for not doing the writing, or disappointed for not working on other projects.
There are a lot of stuff that I want to do, or at least I think I want to do, like more videos to upload, but I can't promise anything at this point cuz I don't think I can deliver anymore.