【#3】Aoi Kubo / Missing（Music Video）
久保あおい（Aoi Kubo） / すれ違い（Missing）
song write：Yomibitoshirazu
lyric：Aoi Kubo
Arrangement：Shinji Moroi
"Anxiety, loneliness and unerasable past.
Time doesn't go back but looking for a bright future"
Streaming / Download :https://kubo-aoi.lnk.to/surechigai
久保あおいのノンフィクションの過去に基づいて制作された楽曲
The song is based on non-fiction story of Aoi Kubo
楽曲、Music Videoの元となっている久保あおいにより書かれた散文
The non-fiction story written by Aoi Kubo
https://novelist.jp/92991.html
【歌詞】
I'm afraid of the changing landscape
Looking up at the blue sky
I hold on to the feelings that are falling away and they become scars
The time when we laughed together from the bottom of our hearts
I thought that will be normal thing.
We’ve been separated from each other
My feeling fall back to loneliness
I've been fake laughing for long time
I'll never know who I am
I went to the place where we spent time together
I am watching flowing clouds and close mu eyes
I've been trying to tell my feelings
I can't find the right words
I'm afraid of my feelings, and I'm losing control
That day when I was honest for the first time
My heart lightened
Memories, the painful past
I want to forget, but it won't go away
I've been cheating all the time
I don't want to know who I am
I am all alone in a place that makes me sad
I watched the clouds blow in the wind
I hurt things That I can see and I can’t see
If I face it.
Will everything become so much easier?
I can't close my eyes to these feelings.
I can here the beating of my heart
Maybe I am lost, looking for who really I am
I can't find it, and I'm still walking.
Time won't come back. I've been driven into a corner.
People around me are smiling.
They sound so happy
I felt so alone as the sun was setting.
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