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many ideas are within this piece, but the central one is the battle with the self. for those of us who carry damage to our self worth throughout our lives, that pain wasn't self inflicted, we didn't do that to ourselves. but the present cycle of that pain inside us, affecting how we interact with ourselves, the self is responsible for.
with this in mind, i try to not suppress things anymore. i try not to shame myself. i try to uproot all the negative things that have been wrongly projected onto me. with myself, i try to be honest.
sometimes, this is how it goes.
that, and i wanted to go back to MMD roots and manifest the 2018 edgy MMDer visual style haha! i missed the bandwagon for that back then, might as well catch up.
credits: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1H...
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