why do anything if we're gonna die?
(ep.6) hella existential this week ahahahau.
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songs:
Intermission by Strawberry Guy
Nicotine Dream by Breakup Shoes
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journal entry (21/3/24):
yes i made this video early. i didn't cheat (in terms of making 1 film every week) because the next film i'm creating is taking a lot longer to record, and took hella time to plan (prolly cus i procrastinated a lot but here we are). every video is a look into my mind. this is may be the best example of that ahaha. when u look at the bigger picture, things can seem, idk, not worth doing. i've felt that for the past week or so. i still am lonely. no matter where i go. i still get sad, even when i should be happy with where i am, and what i have. i'm so lucky and super grateful to get to do what i do, cus ik SO many ppl in the world don't even get a chance. it sucks.
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