The best/worst epiphany yet - watching this Ted talk by Mel Robbins 'How to stop screwing your self over' she explains we are never going to 'feel like it'. If you wait for the feelings to come first you will never pursue your goals or change your life - this is disappointing to me because I want to feel like it - but also freeing when I realize it's normal to not want to and not feel like it - we just have to push through and the feelings will follow!