surrender. [BTS - fake love]
"tick tock, don't stop, I'm breathing;"
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Surrender; I like how this term goes both ways. You can surrender to a state of complete bliss, or surrender to the void. But there's darkness in life too.
I kind of found another obsession with the complex mechanisms of the mind, all the tricks, smirks, tensions and beats it creates in us. Because it's not just the heart, it has a lot to do with the imaginary, the daydreams, the neck and lungs... so for once I thought I would let go, exhale and surrender to temptation to try and stop being afraid of my own body, to try to stop searching for a perfect definition.
It took me 3 videos to go exactly where I wanted (I hadn't planned for them to complete each other like that, I was just looking for something, and surprisingly it came on its own!), and since I finally found that one thing, I allowed myself to put a period instead of a coma at the end, because I reckon it's the end of this mini series, until I find something else to look for. It had unconsciously started with "after the rain," where I showed that Taehyung was about to jump, then it followed with "humanity" as he jumped, and "the edge" when he plunged into the water... and now here we are, with what's under the surface.
This is surely gay, too. I mean, I shouldn't even mention it, but it is.
I originally wanted to use the whole song to make a full theory video with BTS,,, the lyrics literally SCREAM hyyh, but I guess that this speaks more and it's more personal. And I'm so, so proud of the result??? how did I only make this in a day?
THIS COMEBACK. I literally CRIED. I can relate to so many songs and lyrics and,,,, the MV,,, the hallway scene (I have a thing for people running in video clips don't ask????) and the mirror scene and the dance and the visuals AND THE BBMAS TONIGHT GOODBYE SLEEP I DON'T KNOW HER
Guess who's vidding instead of studying? I've been writing poetry a lot, too. It's all related.
Also let's face it I'm too mEH to study. and I needed this!!!
I hope you're all doing well; I'm still melting over the comments I got on my previous video, your support is hella inspiring, thank you ☼
I'VE JUST BEEN SO HAPPY ABOUT MY VIDDING PROGRESSION LATELY??? I really love my new recent videos and it's really helping me embracing myself more.
This video is also dedicated to Teddy and Sumaya; because I love them so much;
Happy early birthday to you both ♥
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