Jackorider - Way Out (prod. VintageBeats90)
[Lyrics]
i been angry for a while now
i been tryna find a way out
i been trapped inside my head
i think they all want me dead
but ill sit there with a smile on
all i do is sit and wonder
if i can do it by myself now
self how can i do it by myself
i do not know myself or who the fuck i really am
and i ain't got no problems, unless it's with myself
i'll be sitting here questioning all of the fear on why the fuck i can't get help
but thats been kicking old news, now im chilling without no crew
fuck you, i been left for less than dead all because of shit i said shit i say lets grab a noose
boo hoo, im better left with pain and the thought of tryna make myself better
but i hate on the fact that i'll never get better im getting worse
i killed the old version of me so listen deep i don't sleep i be taken to a whole different world
im on a whole different world without peace please don't bother me
i been looking for a way out
i been looking for a way out
i been looking but im hell bound
i ain't need yo damn help i'll do it my damn self
i been looking for a way out
i been looking for a way out
i been trapped inside my head
i think they all want me dead
but ill sit there with a smile on
my brain loves the beat like my heart it keeps drumming
that bum bum ba da ba dum and it keep thumping
i love that drum smack hard crack wood on the concrete
i drop heat but all i wanna do is hum it like
who they want me to be is not my thing oh maybe
i'll take that drive going forty five smoking on my pipe
i don't like to sit and lie or to hide who i really am
but who am i when i don't know oh i don't know know know
so watch me fly or watch me fall
i'd rather die trying than nothing at all
i love the music, i love the rhythm, i love the pain in the ones you hear it
i love the rain, i love way it falls dripping off my face
and i love the great sky but im scared that it'll change
and honestly if anything im scared that it won't matter,
im scared the sun will blow up and one day earth'll shatter
but i don't fear it, i know we near it, i know im driving so i got stay clear of all the shit when steering