Jackorider - Alone 2 (Prod. Notoma)
[Lyrics]
I ain’t wanna be alone no more oh no more
I don’t wanna be so lonely no more
I aint wanna be myself today cause if i be myself everyone would hate
I’m thinking way to much i need to numb the pain, before i die alone
Shit it aint really my fault I’ve been tryna change
Since I don’t like myself or think that i’m someone great
I focus on to much and it cause me hella pain
i’ve been stuck here on replay i’ve been tryna get away
Shit i’ll Never find a way out what is there to say
feeling like nobody will love me or love my face
Or tell me that i’m sorry i’ve hurt you and made you stay
When really i can’t complain i’ve fucked up in my way
You see i’ve been on my own since day one
Day starts roll blunt smoke ten having fun
Ride my bike now I'm gone, disappear into the drugs
I don’t wanna see the sun i don’t wanna live at all
I just wanna fall into an endless sea of colors
With my brother while i pop another handful of those uppers
Im a lover not a fighter so don’t ask why i won’t bite ya
I would rather talk it out cause i am not pussy whiner
But somebody who is quiet
I dont speak up for myself, i let people fucking use me
cause I'm stupid and i like to be so nice to all you stupids
And it’s really sad to see, cause I'm just trying to be
Someone that you could come to when you aint feeling so happy
Why’s it hard to fucking breathe, get off of my dick you stink
I don't want nobody in my circle if yall gonna leach
Go ahead and take a seat and listen to me fucking preach
I’m wanting order but i’ve honestly been wanna drop some mortars
Maybe kill the planet too, i don’t know what i should do
I hate everyone cause everyone be hating on me too
I mean i been tryna be so nice to everyone cause who
Else is gonna keep the positivity? you?
Nah, I ain't really think so
so, if you ain't got nothing nice to say shut the fuck up
you know?
I ain’t wanna be alone no more oh no more
I don’t wanna be so lonely no more
I aint wanna be myself today cause if i be myself everyone would hate
I’m thinking way to much i need to numb the pain, before i die alone