I miss him. I need him. I want him.
He's all I think think about and all I can dream about.
I feel so lonely without him. I feel like I'm going to go crazy if I don't see his face.
I miss him so much it hurts. But the thing I keep questioning is, 'Does he think of me as much as I think of him?'
I'm talking about my boyfriend, Nick Jonas. He's the one and I know he is, but the thing is he's away for college while I'm stuck here. He doesn't text or call. When we do talk it's no more than 5 minutes.
He's probably having a blast in college. He's living his life...without me.
He's coming home tomorrow and it's also my birthday. So seeing him it's the greatest gift I can recieve
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He walked out of the airport to find his long term girlfriend. Demi
Once she spotted him, she ran to him. She gave him a hug and held on tightly
He smiled.
"I missed you" She said. She didn't want to let go of him. She wanted to stay this way forever.
"Demi, people are staring" He told her
"Oh" She let go of him feeling embarassed. Demi didn't care if the president was watching them, she just wanted to hold Nick. She could already tell that Nick has changed.
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Nick put his bags down his bags down in Demi's apartment and he sat down on the couch.
"So" Demi started to say "I was thinking that we could stay in tonight and watch scary movies like old times?"
"What time is it?" He asked her completely ignoring what she just said
She looked at her watch "It's seven"
He quickly got up "I have to go"
"Go? Go where?" She asked him
"I told the guys that I would hang out with them tonight"
"But you just got back and we haven't seen eachother in a while"
He put on his jacket and grabbed his car keys "I know, I promise we'll have some time together before I leave" He quickly kissed her cheeck and left.
Demi was stunned. She couldn't believe what had just happend. She couldn't wait until he got home so they could finally spend some quality time together, and all he wants to do is hang out with his friends. Did he not miss me? She thought. Did I waste my time waiting for him? She didn't know what to think. She was tired and heartbroken. She was done playing his games.
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Nick was walking back to Demi's house when he sees all of his bags in front of Demi's porch. He was confused. He knocked on the door "Demi!" He called out
She opened the door and was not surprised to find Nick "Yes?"
"Why is all my stuff on your porch?"
"Because I'm kicking you out" She told him
He was confused "I don't understand. Are you breaking up with me?" He asked
She was hesitate "Y-Yes I am" She told him
"Why? Isn't everything going great" He questioned
"How can you say everything is going great, when it's not. The whole time that you were away we barely talked and now that your home, you go out with your friends the first chance you get"
"Demi I think your overreacting"
"Did you miss me as much as I missed you?" She asked him
"What?"
She let a few tears roll down her face "You were all I could think about. I always called you, because I just wanted to hear your voice. I missed you so much that it hurt. Now can you completely say that you missed me as much as I missed you?"
"Demi I-"
"Save it. You forgot about me, Nick. Do you even know what today is?" She asked him
He honestly didn't know, but he knew it had to be something important. He wanted so badly for him to know the answer, but he just didn't know "No"
Hearing that broke her heart. Every birthday he would take her out for the whole day and it would just be them two, but now things are different "You need to go"
He grabbed her hand "Demi please, I don't know what I did, but I promise I'll fix it" He told her
She sighed "That's the problem. You didn't do anything and by the way today's my birthday" And she closed the door on him