doubt, no. - animation [vent]
i appreciate the watch!! i worked so hard on this. and please read my caption :,)
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one of my favorite pieces of media i’ve created. rayé bleu (english: blue stripe) is my dromaeosaurus oc :] 💖 i love her so much!! :] i made this animation wanting to express my emotions with her, and she’s also here to remind me and others that life may be difficult at times, but it’s worth it to keep going.
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lately, things have been feeling easily heavy for me whenever i’m not doing much. but creating this, and animating/editing it has helped me a lot because it’s kept me so busy and productive these past weeks. it took me a long time, a LOT of overlayering, and adding effects to make this be put all together. i’m really proud of this, i feel happy i was able to actually make this. the idea and expressionism i’m portraying with rayé bleu, is the highs and lows i’ve been going through these past few weeks. sometimes then feeling like things are really bland but then, finding something to focus on that can bring my mood up again. i also tend to deal with feelings of guilt and doubt. depression is a very difficult illness to live with because it’s unpredictable the episodes you go through. like, how you feel. you may feel the best ever one moment but then like within an hour, or minutes you feel just suddenly having no energy and just tired. mentally and physically. my depression has definitely gotten better, i’ve gotten better. however, it is a chronic mental illness meaning, i know i have to just live with it forever. but it does get easier the more you learn to adapt and grow with it. learning to accept it when i was younger was what made it at first harder for me to battle it. but once you get past that little bump of accepting it, it then is significantly easier to find ways that you can in fact, cope and live with it. i know the more i grow up the more it will drift away. and it may still creep up on me sometimes, but it’s not as intense as it used to be. so, like i put at the end of my video, it’s worth it to keep going and know that things will be okay. life is worth living, so just try to make the most of it as we all only live once.
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inspired by @BakedPotonion
audio: doubt, no by chrome sparks
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