Getting the Stereo Installed and Wired
Ohh boy was today a struggle touching the fairing so much nearly made me 💩 my pants more thsn once I been home 6 hours now and still can't calm down my nerves and anxiety are a wreck. It's crazy that it makes me physically ill dealing with it all. I know I will feel so much better after im done but I guess this much pain to me shows how hard I loved him. I really wish I wasn't working on her by myself just having someone there helps so much im not that lucky anymore I suppose.maybe I will again someday. I've nearly been in tears so much of the last week it gets hard to remember I'm more than the sum of my emotions. It's truly been a struggle I really been doing my best to get through this I know on the other side of this is my happy place.
Lord thank you for the strength to push through please help me with my health and help me not to be so dramaticly effected by it all lord. Thank you for my amazing wife please bless her life lord. Thank you for helping to grow the channels and work on being a better version of me. Please help me to get my mind and body on the same page lord please help me to get grace put together to the best of my abilities and help me to find the good from this pain lord. Please help me to be tge best version of me Lord. I love you lord! Please use me in Jesus name I pray Amen !
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