Fighting with the Past while Looking Forward
Daniel took his life in January of 2016 life has been the hardest struggle since that moment a piece of me was lost. I think i keep the bike and project to keep him alive or something in my head like if I finish it I'll forget him. This is quite possibly the hardest thing I've ever done in my life every moment feels like the worst I've ever felt. I wish someone would come help and just be there with me as I put her together it would honestly make me feel less alone and less like I wanna disappear. I know its something I have to face it just really really stings so so bad
Lord I really need your help on this please help me put grace back together lord I really really need your help. Please let the sting not be so intense and help me to stay focused and put in the work that needs done to get her back on the road. Lord please work on my heart help me put it in the right place help me not to hurt so bad lord. Thank you for giving your only son lord I can't imagine that pain. Lord I truly love u so much thank you for helping me grow these channels and lord please guide me on creating content and how I live my life. Lord please take the sinful thoughts from me and help me focus on you lord! Thank you lord i love you so much! Please use me lord! In Jesus name I pray Amen!
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